"I caution my lady's grace, let us hie to the nearest manor and crave harbor." He had said it before. It was what they ought to have done all along, if not for her indulgence of Allegreto's overblown terrors. "Yewlow lies east by sunset, do we tarry nought."

"And what ahead?"

"An arm of the sea. Dee quicksands and the Wyrale," he said. "It is wilderness."

"Thou knowest the country?"

"Well, Your Highness."

"Dragon hunting?" she asked mildly.

He did not give her the dignity of an answer to that, although it was true.

Her voice from behind the curtain held a hint of amusement. "So we needen fear no attack by a fiery worm, if we advance."

"Outlaws only, my lady," he said dryly.

She said nothing for a moment. Then he heard her sigh. "Allegreto will be tedious. Can outlaws be worse?"

Ruck glanced at Allegreto pounding vehemently at the poor cart-horse's ribs. "Methinks my lady's grace hatz nought much experience of outlaws."

She gave a low, wry laugh. "And thou but little of Allegreto. But thy fingers are blue with cold, sir. I may be pleased to see thee in bed at Yewlow tonight," she murmured. Where he held the curtain, she caressed the back of his hand.

He jerked away. He remembered what he escorted, that she was hot with an unholy flame and he himself all too quick to set alight. "I feel nought the cold, my lady," he said stiffly, keeping his eyes down.

'Then we pressen ahead, and tarry not, Green Sire."

He heard no regret in her voice, only command, leaving Yewlow and its bed a yawning crevasse of iniquity, a promise of unknown possibilities—or haps just a pallet by the armory fire with his men. Haps she did not know that such as he could hardly expect to be offered a bed of his own, outside of a promiscuous lady's. Haps she had meant nothing by her words, and her touch had been a mischance.

He didn't look on her again. But he felt the deep timbre of desire in his flesh, fire beneath his skin. As he walked away, he thought mad thoughts: that she prolonged the journey on his account, to seduce him or to torture him.

The Wyrale lay before them, a wild place, afforested and forsaken—better to avoid it and backtrack to Chester, but if that was not to be, then in two days' travel they could be across. He had a dozen men, well-armed and passably horsed; without the whirlicote they could make far better speed. He turned to the sergeant-at-arms, charging him to have the vehicle unloaded while the rest of the party moved on.

Then he mounted Hawk and rode back into the train. Catching the reins of Allegreto's packhorse, Ruck yanked the animal around, shouting orders to the company to fall into line. With Allegreto clinging and bouncing and complaining on his rotund mount, Ruck pressed both horses into a mud-splattering canter and took the lead.

* * *

They camped on the banks of the great tidal mouth of the river. Eerie vapor lay so heavy in the dawn that his men were sound without sight—he heard their quiet murmurs, voicing fears that they would not have spoken knowing he was near. Through the mask of the sergeant's discipline, Ruck had not fully realized how ready they were to abandon the Princess Melanthe without regret. This wild country made their minds easy prey to dark rumors about the lady and all the fears of feeling themselves far too small a defensive party. The mountains of Wales were invisible, but the weight of them loomed heavily, rebel-haunted as they were even in these latter days of peace. He would not have put it past his men to bolt, but Ruck held the simple mastery of having yet paid only a token of their promised wages.

He'd dealt with such before, and set to work dealing with these, rallying them out of their doubt with an order to break fast with white bread instead of rye. He followed that with a gathering at a little distance from Princess Melanthe's tent, appealing in a quiet voice first to their vanity—ten of them were worth twenty of any others he'd encountered; and then to their greed—an heiress of Princess Melanthe's stature would be generous indeed with her escort, and there were few to share the sum. He refrained from naming a figure, merely conveying the modest opinion that it would be more money than any of them had ever seen in their lives.

They grew better hearty at that, and he set them to polishing the mud off their weapons in preparation to awe the countryside. Though the mist showed no sign of lifting, Ruck sent Pierre off laden with an offering of a fur to the hermit of Holy Head who acted guide across the sands for those too poor—or mad—to use the king's ferry nigh to Chester.

The mist hid the water, but the nearness of the sea brought a drizzling chill, a cold that cut deeper than true frost, seeping through Ruck's mantle, dampening his skin. He'd already walked down to the strand, judging the tide. They must be ready to move as soon as the hermit arrived, but there had yet been no sigh of stirring from his liege lady—who was no early riser, he had found.

He saw the gentlewoman leave Princess Melanthe's tent, but the maid disappeared into the vapor before he caught her eye. Ruck wavered, standing before the emerald fabric. The maid had left the flap caught back, showing scarlet lining, the only blossom of color in the gray atmosphere.

He coughed to reveal himself, and chinked his mailed hands together, and rattled his foot against a pile of shells, with no response. He moved back a little, turning half away, and stole a surreptitious look inside to see if she were yet awake.

She was not. Amid a pile of featherbeds and furs she slept, with the whelp's arms tight around her. Allegreto rested his cheek against her netted hair, his lips curved in a sleeper's smile.

Ruck turned full away. He stood staring into the blank mist toward the sea. He felt obscurely angry, and lonely. It was not a new feeling; he'd felt it half his life, since he'd left his home and found no place for himself in the world, but not for a long time had it been so keen and envious.

He was disgusted. He would have run himself on an enemy's lance before he would live as Allegreto lived. But it was not the warmth, not the soft place in a silken tent, not even physical possession of her that he most craved. Nothing of the truth of Princess Melanthe. What he wanted was that false and beguiling picture: a slow familiar awakening, sleeping close, trusting; easy smiles and union.

He wanted his wife.

For ten and three years he had believed God had taken Isabelle for good and sufficient reasons. Sometimes he caught himself wishing that she'd been taken in truth, that she was dead instead of in a nunnery, so that he could marry again and cease wandering in this limbo where his body tortured him and his heart hungered even after such as Princess Melanthe. He couldn't tell that he was becoming better for it; he was becoming worse—he felt himself sinking toward a kiss instead of a shared apple, toward that subtle offer of a bed in Yewlow.

The untarnished image of the lady he served had once sustained him, but it held him no longer. Nay, she drove him now toward infamy herself. The vision of Isabelle alone had never been enough to bind him; he'd needed his liege lady of the hawk to serve, governing himself for her honor. When he tried now to put Isabelle in her place instead, he found an abyss of anger opening up beneath his feet: anger at Isabelle, at the archbishop who'd let her leave him, at God Himself. Without his liege lady, his defense crumbled against the endless question of why, why, why he must live without a wife.

He raised his face to the gray sky and found no answer there. The archbishop had declared his vow before Isabelle invalid, but taken her anyway—leaving Ruck in an impasse he could only understand as God's intention to hold him fast to chastity, archbishop or no.

It seemed too pitiless that he should only be given a few weeks of love in his life and never permitted to seek it again. He had no calling for holy orders, of that he was certain. He felt no urges to preach to the Ninevites—he wouldn't have known what to say to them if he had. He heard no voice telling him to wear sackcloth against his skin or wall himself up as an anchorite.

He was only an ordinary man, and ordinary men were suffered to marry instead of burn, to have sons and daughters, to have a bed and a fire and a wife waiting at the end of the journey.

Without his liege lady to fortify his resolve, he could only cleave to his bitter perfection, hating Isabelle and God...or surrender honor and hate himself. He had never thought truly of yielding before, but he thought of it now. He felt the tent and the deep furs behind him, and the whisper of hellfire on the nape of his neck.

* * *

Melanthe felt that today might be the time. Or tomorrow, perhaps. She waited for Allegreto to wake—or perhaps he was awake already: she thought he must sleep no more than she, always on the edge of consciousness, aware of her every move as she was aware of his. They had come to this compromise, that they slept so close that neither could move without the other heeding. She could feel his suspicions growing in the tightness of his arms about her.

To Cara, Melanthe had said this journey would end at an English nunnery, but that was to be kept secret from Allegreto. To Allegreto, she had declared they traveled to her castle at Bowland, and that was to be concealed from Cara. Melanthe herself waited for the moment that she could rid herself of both of them. They did not know the country; they could not speak to the English men-at-arms, and she had kept them strictly away from her knight. She had directed the Green Sire in a fickle course, invoking the fox to confound pursuit, leaving no scent in such places as towns and cities, winding and turning toward the safety of a strong and secluded earth.