There was a silence of some seconds which I broke by asking: “What escape was that?”
” Gabriel’s,” said Sarah. ” He might have been killed.” She put her hand to her lips. ” Just think if he had … he would never have met Catherine. You wouldn’t be here with us to-day, Catherine, if he had died. You wouldn’t be going to …”
” Gabriel never told me about this accident,” I said.
” It was hardly worth mentioning,” said Ruth sharply. One of the walls in the ruins collapsed; he was close by and there was a slight injury to his foot. It was nothing much . a matter of bruises. “
” But,” cried Sarah, her blue eyes flashing almost angrily, I thought, because Ruth was trying to make light of some thing which she thought important, ” just by chance he saw what was about to happen. He was able to escape in time. If he hadn’t seen it…. he would have been killed.”
” Let’s talk of something cheerful,” said Luke. ” It didn’t happen.
So that’s that.”
” If it had,” murmured Sarah, there wouldn’t have been any need to”
” William,” said Ruth, ” Mrs. Redvers’s glass is empty.”
I was thinking of Gabriel, of the fear he had seemed to have of his home; I remembered the cloud which had appeared during our honeymoon when he had discovered the coastal ruins which must have reminded him of Kirkland Abbey. Was the falling of the wall really an accident?
Did Gabriel know that someone in the Revels was trying to kill him?
Was that the explanation of his fear? Was that why he had married me so that there would be two of us to fight against the evil which threatened? Had that evil caught up with Gabriel? If so, it meant that someone wanted his inheritance. That person must have been horrified when, after murdering Gabriel and I had come to the conclusion now that Gabriel had been murdered he found that there was another who might step into Gabriel’s shoes: my child.
It was all so clear; and there in the candlelit hall, while we were formally served with Christmas pudding, I realised as I never had before the certainty that the person who had murdered Gabriel was now determined that my child should never be born, in case it should be a boy.
There was one way of making absolutely sure that I did not produce a son—and that was by killing me.
There had been no attempt on my life. No, as Simon had said, that would have been too suspicious in view of Gabriel’s sudden and violent death. I began to see a pattern forming I was in danger—acute danger—but I was no longer terrified as I had been. It was not danger which could frighten me so much as the fear that my mind was tainted and that I was imagining all the uncanny occurrences. How strange it was that this actual danger was far more tolerable than something which I might have conjured up in a distorted imagination.
I found myself looking at Luke. With his long fair hair falling about his pale face I thought he looked like a cross between an angel and a satyr. He reminded me of the figures which were carved on the stonework. There was a satanic gleam in his eyes as they met mine. It was almost as though he read my thoughts and was amused by them.
We drank toasts in champagne. My turn came and they all stood, their glasses lifted. I believed that one of those people who were drinking my health might at that very moment be planning to kill me, but it must not be a violent death—it would have to appear a natural one.
The meal over, the table was quickly cleared by the servants, and we were ready to receive our guests. There were more people than I had expected. Dr. Smith and Damaris were the first arrivals and I wondered what was happening to the doctor’s wife and what she thought of being left alone on Christmas Day.
I asked Damaris and she said that her mother was resting. It was long past her time for retiring to bed and the doctor would not allow Christmas or anything else to interfere with her routine.
The Cartwrights came with several members of their family, including married sons and daughters and their families. That was the extent of the guests, and, like Sarah, I began to wonder about other Christmases—only I thought of Christmases in the future, not the past.
There was no dancing and the guests were conducted to a drawing-room on the first-floor; even the conversation was quiet. Everyone was remembering Gabriel on that day, because it was due to his death that the traditional entertaining had not taken place.
I found an opportunity of thanking Hagar for the ring. She smiled and said: “We wanted you to have it … both of us.”
” It is very valuable. I must also thank Simon for it.”
” Here he is.” , Simon was standing beside us, and I turned to him. “
I was thanking your grandmother for this magnificent ring.”
He took my hand and studied the ring. ” It looks better on her hand than it did in its case,” he remarked to his grandmother.
She nodded and he continued to hold my hand for a few seconds, his head on one side, regarding the ring with a smile of satisfaction about his lips.
Ruth joined us.
” Catherine,” she said, ” if you want to slip away to your room I should do so. You mustn’t tire yourself. That’s the very thing we wish to avoid.”
I did feel then so moved by new emotions that I wanted to go to my room, for there was a great deal I had to think about. Moreover, I knew that I should be resting.
” We shall be here to-morrow,” Hagar reminded me. ” We might go for a drive to-morrow morning the three of us unless you would like to come, Ruth?”
” I dare say people will be calling all the morning,” said Ruth. ” You know how it is on Boxing Day.”
” Well, we shall see,” said Hagar. ” Good night, my dear. I am sure you are wise to retire. It must have been a long day for you.”
I kissed her hand, and she drew me to her and kissed my cheek. Then I gave my hand to Simon. To my astonishment he bent down swiftly and kissed it. I could feel his kiss, hard and warm on my skin. I flushed faintly and hoped Ruth did not notice this.
“Slip away, Catherine,” said Ruth.
“I’ll make your excuses to everybody. They’ll understand.”
So I slipped away, but when I was in my room I knew I could not sleep.
I was too excited.
I lighted the candles and lay down on my bed. I turned the ring round and round on my finger. I believed that it was a ring which the Redvers family treasured and that it had been given to me because they wished to imply that they wanted me to be one of them. I had been lying thus when the monk had come to my room and the strangeness had begun. I kept going over everything that had happened, right from the first, and I was conscious of an urgency.
Time was short. Already I was easily tired and forced to leave the party before it was over. This mystery should be solved . and quickly solved.
If I could find that way into the house . if I could find the monk’s robe. We had not really examined the minstrels’ gallery thoroughly.
We had found the cupboard, but we had not looked behind the tapestries on the walls. How long, I wondered, was it since that tapestry had been taken down?
I rose from my bed I had not undressed for I was filled with a great desire to have another look at the gallery.
I went along the corridor. I could hear the sound of voices and they were coming from the drawing-room on this floor; quietly I descended the first flight of stairs to the minstrel’s gallery. I opened the door and went in.
The only light came from the numerous wall candles in the hall. So it was dark and gloomy in the gallery and I told myself that I had been foolish to hope to discover anything in this poor light.
I leaned over the balcony looking down on the hall, of which I had a good view apart from that section immediately below.
And as I stood there the door opened and a shape loomed on the threshold. For a moment I thought it was the monk and, in spite of my belief that I wanted to see him, a shudder of fear ran through me.
But this was no monk. It was a man in ordinary evening dress and when he whispered: “Why … Catherine!” I recognised the voice of Dr.
Smith.
He went on speaking very quietly. ” What are you doing here?”
“I couldn’t sleep.”
He came into the gallery and we stood side by side near the balcony.
He put his fingers to Us lips. ” There is someone down there,” he whispered.
I was surprised that he should consider that a matter for secrecy as there were so many guests in the house, and was about to say so, when be seized my arm and drew me closer to the balcony.
Then I heard voices.
” Damaris! We’re alone at last.” The sound of that voice gave me a pain which was almost physical. It was not only the words but the tone in which they were spoken which was so significant. For it was both tender and passionate, and only rarely had I heard that timbre in the voice. It was Simon who was speaking.
Then Damaris: ” I am afraid. My father would not be pleased.”
In these matters, Damaris, we do not please our fathers, but ourselves. ”
” But to-night he is here. Perhaps he is watching us now.”
Simon laughed and at that moment they moved towards the centre of the hall. He had his arm about her.
I turned away, not wanting to look. I was afraid they might be aware of us. My humiliation would have been complete if Simon knew that I had looked on at his flirtation with Damaris.
As I walked towards the door of the gallery, the doctor was still beside me; and together we went up the stairs to the first floor. He seemed preoccupied, scarcely aware of me, and I had no doubt that he was very worried about his daughter.
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