“You won’t want to have to tell Luke you’re leaving him when he’s worn out after the cane,” said Luddie delicately. “Much better if you catch him in a good mood, isn’t it? Best thing is, see him on a Saturday night or a Sunday after it’s been his week cooking. The grapevine says Luke’s the best cook on the cutting circuit—learned to cook when he was low man on the shearing totem pole, and shearers are much fussier eaters than cutters. Means cooking doesn’t upset him, you know. Probably finds it as easy as falling off a log. That’s the speed, then, Meggie. You slap the news on him when he’s feeling real good after a week in the barracks kitchen.”

It seemed to Meggie lately that she had gone a long way from blushing days; she looked at Luddie steadily without going the least bit pink.

“Could you find out which week Luke cooks, Luddie? Or is there any way I could find out, if you can’t?”

“Oh, she’s apples,” he said cheerfully. “I’ve got my branches on the old grapevine. I’ll find out.”

It was mid Saturday afternoon when Meggie checked into the Ingham pub that looked the most respectable. All North Queensland towns were famous for one thing: they had pubs on all four corners of every block. She put her small case in her room, then made her way back to the unlovely foyer to find a telephone. There was a Rugby League football team in town for a pre-season training match, and the corridors were full of half-naked, wholly drunk players who greeted her appearance with cheers and affectionate pats on the back and behind. By the time she got the use of the phone she was shaking with fright; everything about this venture seemed to be an ordeal. But through the din and the looming drunken faces she managed to call Braun’s, the farm where Luke’s gang was cutting, and ask that a message be relayed to him that his wife was in Ingham, wanting to see him. Seeing her fear, the publican walked back to her room with her, and waited until he heard her turn the key.

Meggie leaned against the door, limp with relief; if it meant she didn’t eat again until she was back in Dunny, she wasn’t venturing to the dining room. Luckily the publican had put her right next to the women’s bathroom, so she ought to be able to make that journey when necessary. The moment she thought her legs would hold her up she wobbled to the bed and sat on it, her head bowed, looking at her quivering hands.

All the way down she had thought about the best way of going about it, and everything in her cried, Quickly, quickly! Until coming to live at Himmelhoch she had never read a description of a seduction, and even now, armed with several such recountings, she wasn’t confident of her ability to go about one herself. But that was what she had to do, for she knew once she started to talk to Luke it would be all over. Her tongue itched to tell him what she really thought of him. But more than that, the desire to be back on Drogheda with Ralph’s baby made safe consumed her.

Shivering in the sultry sugary air she took off her clothes and lay down on the bed, eyes closed, willing herself not to think beyond the expediency of making Ralph’s baby safe.

The footballers didn’t worry Luke at all when he entered the pub alone at nine o’clock; by then most of them were insensible, and the few still on their feet were too far gone to notice anything farther away than their beer glasses.

Luddie had been exactly right; at the end of his week’s stint as cook Luke was rested, eager for a change and oozing goodwill. When Braun’s young son had brought Meggie’s message down to the barracks he was just washing the last of the supper dishes and planning to cycle into Ingham, join Arne and the blokes on their customary Saturday-night binge. The prospect of Meggie was a very agreeable alternative; ever since that holiday on the Atherton he had found himself wanting her occasionally in spite of his physical exhaustion. Only his horror of starting her off on the let’s-settle-down-in-our-own-home cry had kept him away from Himmelhoch whenever he was near Dunny. But now she had come to him, and he was not at all averse to a night in bed. So he finished the dishes in a hurry, and was lucky enough to be picked up by a truck after he had pedaled a scant half mile. But as he walked his bike the three blocks from where his ride had dropped him to the pub where Meggie was staying, some of his anticipation flattened. All the chemist shops were closed, and he didn’t have any French letters. He stopped, stared in a window full of moth-eaten, heat-stippled chocolates and dead blowflies, then shrugged. Well, he’d just have to take his chances. It would only be tonight, and if there was a baby, with any luck it would be a boy this time.

Meggie jumped nervously when she heard his knock, got off the bed and padded over to the door.

“Who is it?” she called.

“Luke,” came his voice.

She turned the key, opened the door a tiny way, and stepped behind it as Luke pushed it wider. The moment he was inside she slammed it shut, and stood looking at him. He looked at her; at the breasts which were bigger, rounder, more enticing than ever, the nipples no longer pale pink but a rich dark red from the baby. If he had been in need of stimuli they were more than adequate; he reached out to pick her up, and carried her to the bed.

By daylight she still hadn’t spoken a word, though her touch had welcomed him to a pitch of fevered want he had never before experienced. Now she lay moved away from him, and curiously divorced from him.

He stretched luxuriously, yawned, cleared his throat. “What brings you down to Ingham, Meg?” he asked.

Her head turned; she regarded him with wide, contemptuous eyes.

“Well, what brings you here?” he repeated, nettled.

No reply, only the same steady, stinging gaze, as if she couldn’t be bothered answering. Which was ridiculous, after the night.

Her lips opened; she smiled. “I came to tell you I’m going home to Drogheda,” she said.

For a moment he didn’t believe her, then he looked at her face more closely and saw she meant it, all right. “Why?” he asked.

“I told you what would happen if you didn’t take me to Sydney,” she said.

His astonishment was absolutely genuine. “But, Meg! That’s flaming eighteen months ago! And I gave you a holiday! Four bloody expensive weeks on the Atherton! I couldn’t afford to take you to Sydney on top of that!”

“You’ve been to Sydney twice since then, both times without me,” she said stubbornly. “I can understand the first time, since I was expecting Justine, but heaven knows I could have done with a holiday away from The Wet this last January.”

“Oh, Christ!”

“What a skinflint you are, Luke,” she went on gently. “Twenty thousand pounds you’ve had from me, money that’s rightfully mine, and yet you begrudge the few measly pounds it would have cost you to take me to Sydney. You and your money! You make me sick.”

“I haven’t touched it,” he said feebly. “It’s there, every penny of it, and more besides.”

“Yes, that’s right. Sitting in the bank, where it always will. You haven’t any intention of spending it, have you? You want to adore it, like a golden calf. Admit it, Luke, you’re a miser. And what an unforgivable idiot you are into the bargain! To treat your wife and daughter the way you wouldn’t dream of treating a pair of dogs, to ignore their existences, let alone their needs! You complacent, conceited, self-centered bastard!”

White-faced, trembling, he searched for speech; to have Meg turn on him, especially after the night, was like being bitten to death by a butterfly. The injustice of her accusations appalled him, but there didn’t seem to be any way he could make her understand the purity of his motives. Womanlike, she saw only the obvious; she just couldn’t appreciate the grand design at back of it all.

So he said, “Oh, Meg!” in tones of bewilderment, despair, resignation. “I’ve never ill-treated you,” he added. “No, I definitely haven’t! There’s no one could say I was cruel to you. No one! You’ve had enough to eat, a roof over your head, you’ve been warm—”

“Oh, yes,” she interrupted. “That’s one thing I’ll grant you. I’ve never been warmer in my life.” She shook her head, laughed. “What’s the use? It’s like talking to a brick wall.”

“I might say the same!”

“By all means do,” said Meggie icily, getting off the bed and slipping on her panties. “I’m not going to divorce you,” she said. “I don’t want to marry again. If you want a divorce, you know where to find me. Technically speaking, I’m the one at fault, aren’t I? I’m deserting you—or at least that’s the way the courts in this country will see it. You and the judge can cry on each other’s shoulders about the perfidies and ingratitude of women.”

“I never deserted you,” he maintained.

“You can keep my twenty thousand pounds, Luke. But not another penny do you ever get from me. My future income I’m going to use to support Justine, and perhaps another child if I’m lucky.”

“So that’s it!” he said. “All you were after was another bloody baby, wasn’t it? That’s why you came down here—a swan song, a little present from me for you to take back to Drogheda with you! Another bloody baby, not me! It never was me, was it? To you I’m just a breeder! Christ, what a have!”

“That’s all most men are to most women,” she said maliciously. “You bring out the worst in me, Luke, in more ways than you’ll ever understand. Be of good cheer! I’ve earned you more money in the last three and a half years than the sugar has. If there is another child, it’s none of your concern. As of this minute I never want to see you again, not as long as I live.”